rush rush doing nothing, hurry hurry going nowhere

friday has drawn to a close, weekend's awakening..
there are quite a number of things to do, but at the same time i felt i'm just going through the motion..
not that i'm not interested, just that i don't know why i'm doing it for..
i just felt that i don't really have time for myself, no time to stop and think about what i have done and what i'm going to do for the next few days or weeks..
no time for self reflection..
maybe it's just an excuse for my laziness and procrastination..
i think i'm spending lots of time doing things that worth nothing, like the internet..
i think i had done more stuffs in troyes where internet is null..
what i should do is to limit myself to internet, just to email, blog, downloads and news..
maybe some entertainment once in a while..
think it's best to stop now..
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