22nd dec..
finally managed a plane ticket to sweden and then to lulea, the northern-most town of sweden where matti will pick me up..
but it will take more than a day, as usual before i see him..
will leave tomorrow in morning, this time i'm taking the train at 0804 so i have AMPLE time before i take the bus to beauvais airport..
plane will depart at 1445 and reach stockholm at 1455, from there, i'll go to arlanda airport for my next flight, which will not depart till 24th dec's morning at 0805..
baek left for bordeaux this morning, he's going to his french friend's sister's place for the festival..
his friend had been an exchange student in his university, kaist, the semester or the year before..
i almost had given up on the trip to finland because all the timing of the ferry and train doesn't match or it takes too long or too expensive.. until sandra found the flight from stockholm to lulea for students which cost only around 45euros thereabout instead the rocket-high 249euros that me and anna found.. i would thereby express my gratitude to sandra and anna here for their help, gerry too for his laptop on monday night..
last night saw me a cherrier person than i had been in the morning, trying to find a way to finland and not being able to... even baek commented that he dared not say anything to me because he saw that i was very stressed and stern..
i think i'm still show too much of my emotions in front of others, i have tried and been training myself to reveal as little emotions as possible..
but it seems that i have not succeed well.. oh well, back to training phase..
maybe its the way i've been trained during my officer cadet school that i must remain calm and steady no matter the situation is, or maybe its the way i am, i don't like people to know too much of how i'm feeling now.. its really up to them to guess, as much as they tried..
so, i would try to study a little today to repay the luck i have yesterday.. the keyword: try...
on a last note: i hope this shall be the last blog i have for this year..
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